Inconsistent impressions have made my life, this life, a jumble of confusions, but I am working hard to sort it all out and make sense of each part, and the blur of these nearly forty years is beginning to come into a hopeful focus. I have gone back only 40,000 years in broadening my Earth-life memories, and ahead only 4 or 5 hundred, but the remembering is vital to my understanding of who and what I really am. And that understanding is inseparable from my learning the proper way to relate to others. I live here on the Earth with a crudeness that astounds me, but I don't seem able to change that very easily. The deep and wise instincts that are part of everyone's operating system, that will always tell me what the best action or attitude is for every instance...this wonderful guidance system seems to be paralyzed and I, a star person, relate to my new (it's all relative) Earth family as clumsily as a crippled child learning to walk. I fall often. But I am determined to move with grace. I am determined to learn to treat you all with the honor and the respect that you deserve. You exist. That,in itself, (I know) holds amazing beauty and strength. You Earth people--I am one of you or I wouldn't be here. And I intend to design a creative role for myself to use here before much more time passes. All the fears and pain that hide our gentle ways can be healed, and I would like to be of help.
It is my understanding that all my fellow humans here have as rich a background of forgotten travels, as great a wealth of experience, as is possible to imagine. And then, much more. Those who would call themselves star people are simply the ones who are learning the trick of remembering. The forgetters have just as noble and special an ancestry as those with varying degrees of memory of time in other worlds. Remembering is the key. Remembering will show each of us who and what we really are. Discovering the true depth of your own existence will take your breath away. Don't make the mistake of setting yourself apart from those who might not remember as well as you. It won't help. It is simple entity etiquette to feel a deep and quiet respect for others regardless of how clumsy their behavior might be. Empathy WILL help.
Living a life without the benefit of remembering so many hard-earned lessons is like trying to play a fairly complex game without access to the rules. It is confusing and frightening. The game becomes a wonderful puzzle to solve when the rules are understood. And the rewards for solving it are many--the ability to enjoy the game (which is quite serious and yet playful at the same time) and to have a great deal of control. With each one's solving of the puzzle comes the strength that qualifies that person for operating his/her indestructible life system in much lighter and more varied existences.
"Your Starhoodship..." they call to each of us in quiet, quiet voices with serious and helpful intent and a twinkle in the eye.
So often, they get no answer.
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